I think I'll draw a picture.
I'll draw it with a twist.
I'll draw it with a razor,
I'll draw it on my wrist.
And as i draw this picture, a foutain will appear,
And as this foutain flows my problems will disappear.

The Happiest Girl In the world

Little girl, little girl, why do you cry?
Why do you dream of a suicide?
Why are you so numb, frozen inside?
You’ve given up, yet you never tried
Be brave little girl, put on a smile
So no one will know, it’s just for a while
Don’t think about the screams, the blood and the tears
The razor on your wrist, the pain that scars
Can’t you pick up the pieces and move on?
But it’s too late now, the feelings have gone
There’s nothing left, you’re just numb inside
Just don’t think about the suicide
So what you cut to feel the pain?
Just pretend you’re the happiest girl in the world again
Put on a smile for everyone to see
But what’s worse, is that the girl is me..

Razorblade romance

I write these poems to express my thoughts
To bring out the soul that u'd thought i lost
Look at kids today roaming halls with hate
happyness we seem to negate
Every thought is of a slicing vein
every laugh is about someone elses pain
now how did we fall so far
as to drop the bar
Our love life it seems is filled with such drama
sayin shit like "i love u, ur my babys mama"
yet with the thought of a newborn child
us guys will all run and go lose on the wild
"that aint mine and i didnt do shit"
tellin ur friends she sucked ur dick
yet if confronted by the girl
i didnt say that i swear
c'mon baby ur my world
this is an ongoin torment
that flows like a torrent
We act like kings till were shot down
then we act like Hitler
and become angels of genocide
Attemptin to destroy a whole fuckin race
till we fall flat on our face
life in jail and thoughts of hate
till we die we cant wait
so then we find a way for our pain to escape
all u gotta do is a quick slice cut or scape
watch the blood flow to the ground
Drip drip there as room spins around
eyes blackin out coughin up blood
nose clogged up as u fall face in the mud
as ur choking in tears from the pain
and gasp the oxegen is ripped from ur brain
You realize its true
Death begins with I love you
And Hence life is filled with a never ending chance
Of living and dieng from...Razorblade Romance

Tears of Love

you cast away my demons
you cast away my fears
you fill my heart full of love
and you bring my eyes to tears
these tears are purly tears of love
from finding a man like you
these tears pour from my eyes
at the thought of being without you
these demons haunted me all my life
you sent them far away
 hope you truly love me
and in my life you always stay
i await the day you get to me
and your nolonger far away
i await the day im in your arms
then everything will be okay...

You try in Vain

The air is dry,
But not your eyes.
You look blue,
But not the skies.
You are born,
But your mother dies.
You tell the truth.
But there's a world of lies.
You do your best,
But no one tries.
You try to smiles smile,
But out come cries.

Listen to the fall of my tears

Listen as the rain cries
Its crystal clear tears
they gently hit the roof
pour on to our own little world
Its ok we can’t get hurt
We are in our secret hiding place
Listen as the birds Play outside.
Listen to the sound they make
Even in the rain they bring joy
They lighten a world full of hate.
Lie in our bed of love
Till I have warmed your cold heart
you are at my side now
I’m just what you need
I will make it all right again
I promise. On my love for you
Lay here with me for eternity
Stay here with me and let me make
Everything all right again
Let me take back my spiteful words
Replace them with my love
I know you are tempted to go
Please stay in our secret hiding place
I won’t ask again but please try
And remember the good times we had
remember how I made you laugh
Even thought I didn’t know how
The light that filtered into my heart
Was caused by you and only you
You brighten up my life with your smile
You saved me when I thought
I was doomed to walk this world
Alone for eternity.
You caught me when I fell
From heaven and landed in hell.
You gathered the broken parts of my heart
And you put them back together.
You let me flower into what I am now.
Im still here because of you.

One Simple Mistake

One simple mistake, a life full of pain
One simple mistake, and only one person to blame.
One simple mistake, a life full of regret
One simple mistake, have I learned my lesson yet?
One simple mistake just one bad call,
Suddenly one simple mistake... doesn't seem so simple at all

Hidden Bruise's

Just ever so brave
I'll take this to my grave
I'll tell you I've got it together
I'll hold these insicurities forever
God i fall & crawl and you'll never see
but I've got rug burns and bruise's on my knees
tell me it's okay to have insecurities
cause please all of these are killing me
Just ever so tough
I'll never say I've had enough
I'll tell you i can hold it out
never tell what i hold it in
In truth...
i cant hold it together
i cant go on forever
i need you
i need you

Unspoken

Write the unspoken
Wish for another cage
My sweetness
Your heart will be broken
You will unlock the rage
So don’t be this fed up
Cause in your future
You will never know how to stop

Smile

I didnt have a smile
So you gave one of yours to me
Then i had a smile
I was no longer unhappy
And i smiled all day
Even at all the mean things people say
I couldnt stop smiling all because of you
I couldnt stop smiling and thats when i knew
Thats when i knew
I was in love with you
It was a weird feeling i hadnt felt in a while
I was in love with you or atleast in love with your smile
I didnt have a smile
So you gave one of yours to me
Then i had a smile
I was no longer unhappy

The girl with sorrow filled eyes

Have you ever had that feeling?
That feeling in your heart.
That feeling that your lost,
Forgotten,
Hurt?
I lie down eyes closed,
I wonder what it would be like,
Be like to die,
Die a painful slow death,
Where you can feel the blood dripping down your arms,
Feeling the sorrow rushing through your veins,
As it all pours out in the end.
I see a girl,
A girl crying out for help,
You cant hear her,
Her mouth is sewed shut,
Each stitch represents each pain full moment.
I look down at this girl,
She is in pain,
Both arms cut up,
Blood seeping from her deeply cut wounds,
The blood is fresh,
You can smell it...
The smell is strong.
I looked upon her face,
It looked familiar...
Yet i could not see who she was,
I saw her eyes,
They were filled with dark tears,
Her eyes dull,
They lost the sparkle...
I saw a puddle of her dark tears and blood mixed together,
She was sitting in it,
It seemed she could not move,
Her body in pain,
She sat there motionless,
With the same look upon her face,
As if she was waiting for something.
I walked up to the girl,
She felt familiar,
I knew who she was,
I opened my eyes,
Tears rushing down my cheek,
The girl,
It was me....

Untitled

I met a guy,
fell in love,
felt he was,
sent from above,
then he asked,
about my past,
and I thought oh shit,
this will not last,
matter of fact,
I was surprised,
when i saw the tears,
come to his eyes,
when i spoke,
of times before,
i thought he leave me,
shut the door,
he says it makes him,
want me more,
so he can protect me,
and that i adore.